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For The Past Few Months This Guy && iiHave BeCome iiGuess U Can Say Serious. iiM Not One For RushN InTo Things Buh iT Seems Dat I CouldnT preVent It From Eventually Happening. My Thing Iz That Our Time 2Gether Iz Our Time ToGether && Our Time Apart Iz Our Time Apart. iiiDo Tend To Fall Hard When iiDo Fall Buh iiFail To Realize Why A Person Would Imply That They Want SomeThing When They Really Arent Ready. Or MayBe It's Just Me. iiWant To Keep The Person Around But not "Scare" him Off Which iiWont Do So He Says.. But if SumThing Isnt Going My Way Than iiM Not Going To Stick With It. iiKno Itz Bad But iiCant Help It. WaitN Iz Good But What If All The WaitN Turns Out To Be Nothing. So Ill Just Be Patient && Wait For Him To Come Around. But Isnt That Depriving Myself Because Maybe Someone Will Come Along sooner Who Iz "Better" For Me. But Than There Iz That Chance Of Wondering "What If" When Years Lata I Am Not With Him But He Crosses My Mind... && iiMay Not Come Across Someone Who is "Perfect" In EVERY Way Like He Is To Me....