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Jus Woke Up Not 2 Long Ago && iiM GetN Sick =/.. iiReally Dont Wanna Go 2 Work Buh w/e. Itz Crazy How iiWake Up To So Many Texts Messages && VoiceMails From All These Different Guyz =/ Lol @ The Effect Dat iiHave On Dudes. It Seems As if Itz GoN 2 Be A Long But Pleasant Day. Hopefully it is BeCause iiDont Deal 2 Well With Stress Or AnGer. As Soon As iiSignD On Aol, Che Hit Me Up. iiFeel Kinda Dumb BeCuz The Way I Went About Thingz Buh Itz Not Like I Completely Stop TalkN 2 Him... iiMean Itz Not Like B4 Buh At Least iiRespond To Him... Right?? People Shouldn't Get To Comfty With Me BeCuase If iiM Not GetN What I Want From Them When iiWant It, iiM Not Going To ReMain The Same Way GiveN My All To Get Nothin Or Should iiHave Just Beeb Patient... See, iiM Really InLove With Me To Much && That Will Really Stop Me From FindN Happiness. iSo Believe Dat Now. && Che Iz The PerFect Example. Im Selfish Wen It Come 2 Me But Who Can Blame Me?? No One, But I Blame Me.. iiCant Go On Livin Like This 4ever. iiKno Im Only 20 But EveryOne Wantz To Have That ONE Special Person && Not A Whole Bunch Of Randon People. Since Che iiHavent Been Or Even Talked 2 AnyOne Else in That Way. && My Reasonz For My Being Are Stupid =/ No Lie.. iiReally Miss Him.